Reflections on a Troubling Past in Santa Cruz, Texas
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Chapter 1: The Beginning of My Journey
In the 1960s, I began my career teaching first grade, an experience that still haunts me today. As I reflect on my past, I know that someday, your grandchildren will come to you for stories about family history. Recently, my nephew Liam visited, and I had a feeling he wasn't going to explore his family tree. Instead, he brought a bottle of Johnnie Walker and was curious about "The Incident."
For years, I only shared my story with my late wife Laura, who passed away over a decade ago. My own children were curious but soon learned that I was not one to discuss it, as I would often become irritable. They advised their kids against bringing it up with their "Great Pops."
However, I feel the need to finally share the truth, especially with Liam being my favorite nephew. After recounting my tale over a few drinks, he encouraged me to write it down for others to read. I could use some closure, to be honest.
In 1965, President Lyndon B. Johnson visited my high school and delivered a powerful speech on the significance of education and equality. That moment ignited my passion for teaching. Upon graduating the following year, I eagerly joined the Teacher Limited Corps with the hope of making a positive impact. I was assigned to a small border town named Santa Cruz, Texas.
Santa Cruz was in disarray even then. I grew up on a failing chicken farm, but the level of poverty in that town was staggering. The school, a red brick building at the end of a long dirt road, had three windows, no air conditioning, and an outdoor toilet. A large statue of Jesus on the Cross loomed at the end of the field.
I shared the teaching responsibilities with Ms. Velony, a local woman who, despite not having formal education, was one of the few literate individuals in the area. While she taught History and English, I focused on Science and Math. The first through fifth graders occupied the first floor, while older students, who often worked in the fields, attended classes on the second. We made the best of our limited resources.
Oh, those children were so eager to learn! They understood that education was their ticket out of Santa Cruz. I dedicated myself to them, even though I was only compensated with room and board. But there was one student, in particular, who stood out.
Chapter 2: The Enigma of Adam
Adam, as he was called, arrived one day with a note pinned to his shirt from his mother, asking for his safety. It seemed peculiar, but we had no choice but to accept him. The note simply read, "Please teach Adam" in Spanish.
I nicknamed him "Adam the Lion" because his wild mane of unruly hair reminded me of a troll doll. Initially, we placed him with the older children since he lacked baby teeth, and his age was uncertain. However, Ms. Velony quickly discovered that he couldn't read and moved him back down to the younger class.
I was unsure if Adam could speak. He rarely engaged with my lessons and often stared blankly into space. Occasionally, he would express his presence through anxious fits or vocal tics, making sounds reminiscent of characters from cartoons. He fidgeted incessantly, unable to remain still, and during particularly bad days, he would scratch himself until his skin was raw.
Neither the other kids nor I paid him much attention, but Ms. Velony and I felt a deep sense of compassion for him. In those times, children with special needs had very few options, and I worried that Adam's mother couldn't provide the necessary support.
Despite our efforts, we could never track down his mother. Each time Ms. Velony attempted to follow him home, Adam would escape before she could uncover his whereabouts. The other parents were aware of Adam but had no knowledge of his mother's identity or residence.
One spring morning, everything escalated. I was teaching the older students when Ms. Velony stumbled into the classroom, visibly shaken. Adam was in tears, overwhelmed by emotions.
I rushed downstairs to find Adam crying uncontrollably in a corner, tears streaming down his face. Surprisingly, the other children showed concern for him. Naomi Lance hugged him and informed me, "He started to cry, Mr. Gunner." I examined Adam but found no apparent reason for his distress. "Perhaps some fresh air would help?" Paula Mellisa suggested.
Ms. Velony and I took him outside, but he remained inconsolable. I resorted to a desperate measure and playfully swatted him on the backside. He looked up, momentarily silenced, then began to laugh—though it was a chilling, almost maniacal laugh. His expression shifted to one of panic, and he soon collapsed from exhaustion, sleeping outside for the rest of the day.
Frustrated, I penned a letter requesting a meeting with Adam's mother, which Ms. Velony translated into Spanish and pinned to his shirt for safekeeping. We watched as he disappeared down the dirt road, hopeful for a reply.
The next day, Adam returned with a new note that read, "My son is blessed by God." I felt a deep sadness at my desk, and out of desperation, Ms. Velony contacted Child Welfare Services.
By the end of the week, a representative from Welfare Services arrived. I can't recall his name, but I remember his dismissive comments about the townspeople, revealing a clear bias. He addressed Ms. Velony with contempt, making my stomach churn with guilt.
If only I had known how it would all unfold, I would have intervened. That's important for you to understand. I would have done anything to prevent the impending tragedy.
The first video highlights a day in the life of a first-grade teacher, showcasing the challenges and joys of teaching young children.
Chapter 3: Consequences of Inaction
After my report to Welfare Services, I lost track of the events that followed. However, I do recall that Ms. Velony and the representative eventually located Adam's mother in a clay hut on the outskirts of town. The meeting did not go well, and Adam was taken away from her. She reacted violently, prompting the Sheriff's office to intervene. Adam was sent to a facility in Houston for treatment, where doctors decided to perform a lobotomy—an increasingly rare procedure.
Tragically, Adam died during the operation.
In the following weeks, I continued to teach while Ms. Velony mourned at home. Adam's mother remained in jail during this time, and when Ms. Velony called me, she informed me that Adam had called for his mother just before he passed. She had never heard him speak before.
When the children asked about Adam, we told them he had transferred to another school. While we tried to maintain stability, the shadow of Adam’s death loomed over us.
Afterward, Adam's mother was released from jail. She stormed into the school, cursing in Spanish and dressed as if attending a funeral. Fueled by rage, she hurled a brick through a window, causing panic among the students.
I rushed downstairs, retrieved a punishment paddle, and hurried to protect the children. They huddled in a corner, terrified, as Adam's mother attempted to break into the c